Tuesday, August 24, 2010

i'll wait

i'm sleepy but i wanna hear from you =\ i'll wait

Monday, August 23, 2010

you know what ? i freaking miss you =X
where are you ? hmm. how are you? what are you doing? idk anything. =\
you're the only one who really knew me at all. we shared laughter we shared pain and even shaded tears. there's so much i need to say to you. i miss you. baby i love you

Saturday, August 21, 2010

no matter how things are and how'd you treat me,you'll always be the queen of my heart now and forever. i love you
imma walking zombie

Friday, August 20, 2010


baby i tattooed =X

Down down day yesterday.

baby wasn't really okay ystdy . could feel it from the way she texts me . i hope she'll be alright sooon. i miss you. aww. you wanna watch step up 3? i'll ask my friend working in tgv whether got or not lor Xd i think i watched step up 2 already. hahahhaa. baby baby baby baby. i i i miss miss miss you you you =\

bee. am i sexy? haha

i need bigger arms =\

the one i like most =D

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

so near yet so far

hmm. its 11.40am right now and im at work. i miss you baby girl =\
i promise that you'll never be alone .
this house will always be your home and our hearts will always beat as one as long as i can breathe i swear . i promise that i will never let you down be strong for you, i'll always be around look into my eyes you'll see that we were meant to be together this love of ours was sent from up above . together i know that we could touch the sky nothing ever felt so right. there's something that you really gotta know i'm with you till the end of the road . i'll never let you go . i swear i've never felt like this before cause everyday i love you more and more . you lift me up so high, i look into your eyes i see forever . through the fire we could hold each other up . i'll be your shelter cause the storms are gonna come so don't worry anymore cause this is no ordinary love and this i promise you girl i'll be there. Michelle lee jia - hui this i promise you.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

baby's doing her bio exam now. hopefully she does it well and DOESN'T LEAVE ANY BLANK! =.=
lol. you better sleep when you get back home cause you've been up mostly after migrane then you know dear =\ i miss you la weyyy. its gonna be the second week. hmmph.
i bought murphy a birthday present.

GA okay. lol. baby dont kill me. his a good friend =)

and im gonna get one new one for myself when i gotta cash =p
again baby dont kill me cause you're having one of mine too. wakakkakaka
muahs =P love you kay. buy you ice cream XD

i miss you la wey. please get over your trials asap or or i'll fatt pei hei.
love you honey bear (:

Sunday, August 15, 2010

moments about you (:

As I sail with you across the finest oceans , onn our way to find the key to our emotions.
Together we will move the clouds to brighter days.
Some people question what I say tried to break up you and me
But I know this love between us is growing stronger
You can call me whenever from wherever
Just remember that I'll be there
Through all the stormy weather us break up?never
No we'll be together..Forever cause i believe in YOU and I.
As I close my eyes sit back while reminiscing
Of when we used to fuss and fight but end up kissing
There may be sad and painful times along the way
But in my heart you'll always be everything and more to me
For I know this love between us is growing stronger.
For you are always on my mind
Girl you know that you , you are always forever.

before NS

during christmas

sweet seventeen =)

modelling? haha. nah in penang

little poser in jj's toilet

i forgot when was this. she's sexy. damn.

the dress i bought her for her 16th birthday

trying to be emo? haha

beatiful eyes of hers =d

this is seductive XD

michelle lee, i love you

Saturday, August 14, 2010


i miss you like a child misses its blanket =\

i love you enough to fight for you , compromise for you , and sacrifise for you if need be.
Enough to miss you incredibly when we're apart , no matter what length of time it's for and regardless of the distance.
Enough to believe in our relationship , to stand by it through the worst times , to have faith in our strength as a couple , and to never give up on us.
Enough to spend the rest of my life with you , be there for you when you need or want me , and never ever want to leave you or live without YOU..

Thursday, August 12, 2010

baby why do you cry and not share it with me?? today when on the phone i was actually down and thinking alot till i fell asleep. thru what i felt is that we could still have met up this week but maybe cause you wanna study for your trials thats why we didn't i understood but i was still emotionally down. why do you say life is hectic? whats wrong? what are you not telling me =\ you know im always there trying my best to make you stay strong why not try think positively darling ? (: mistakes happens easily i can also admit that i hurt you a lot too MICHELLE LEE . too many sorry?? what do you mean. see your making your own assumptions your never a failure. babyyyy , in life there's nothing easy . nothing comes packed up and simple. we will fall down hard on the ground and its courage and strength carries us back up. we have to learn from mistakes in order to grow. its like standard procedure of life. never the less sayang. i'll be there to lift back up with you. together we fall united we stand. i love you. if you say you FML then i'll FML too.
work's gonna be boring for 2 days all alone cause murphy's off day today and tmr he took upl to celebrate his birthday. damnnnnnn. hate you wey.
i asked you to call and you did =) i tried to manja manja but you tak bagi =\ ish ish ish. i even tried to kidnap you! haha. see how much i miss you. you'll see me each day indirectly =P just be patient! hehe. oh darling honey bear michelle babi ku =P i love you honey.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

a broken heart cant be that bad when its true , its true.
fate will twist the both of us so come baby come over.
let me be the one to show you.
i'm the one who wants to be with you.
deep inside i know you feel it too.
waited on a line of green and blue
just to be the next to be with you.
build up our confidence to be the top forever.
you can make my life worthwhile
and i can make you start to smile dear michelle (:

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

things are up and down. currently i know you fear what might happened and all. i do too. i want to reconnect with you . i miss you honey bear i miss you. you know some say love is a hunger , an endless aching need. but i say love is the flower and YOU are the only seed. you say there's so many sorry to be said. but i dont seem to see a reason that you need to do so. the way you spoke to me last night was really sad. another day without your smile. another day just passes by but nothing much changes. and now i know how much it means for you to stay right here with me. i wanna grow old with you. i wanna die lying in your arms. i wanna be looking into your eyes. i wanna be there for you. sharing everything you do. i should have know that i was wrong in everything i do. they say you never miss the water until its gone. i guess i failed to love you the way you like? im sorry for the mess i caused its all by myself, me and me alone. i really do hope you could forgive me. i'll do anything i can anything you want and how you want it to be. i love you. im sorry forgive me. i really wish i could turn back time to where we were so sweet and loving. bear hugs holding hands kisses. i miss you dear. i asked you to decide because its important for you to choose what you want. im not a good boyf. not as perfect as you are. do i deserve your love baby? i hurt you so much. you had so many guys after you which you didnt tell me. i don't know why. why didnt you choose them but still stay with me? i've answered you why i chose you over her. guess its your turn? be true to me . i wanna know the truth . dont need to pity me or all. im sure they treat you better right? im not good enough never will be good enough. sigh i punch wall i drank beer i smoked alot just to forget the pain that makes me think that your leaving me. i miss you so mucch please come back. im sorry for what i did but i know its not enough. i think myself to sleep hoping everyday that passes by it'll be a better day for you and me. i know i messed up and screwed things up but i didnt want it that way all i want was honestly between you and me. and no secrets between i know your afraid to tell me things cause i'm sensitive but if we can live with the way of being honest and nothing between im sure we can be greater than ever and you wouldnt need any of those butterflies around you to make you feel happy. when everyone's getting out of bed im normally getting in it. sigh. but your the greatest thing about me.if it's love and we decide that forever no one else could do it better but us. i love you

Monday, August 09, 2010

i wonder which is better? you trusting them or me? sigh. just kill me would you. it just hurts when you rather trust other ppl. what's left since there's no more trust and believe and just doubts all over? what more can i say or do? atleast now i do know what your level of trust and believe you have in me! when i asked you to tell me about it , you wouldnt't . like wth ! i deserve to know about it. and fight for my rights.. do you want me find out about who and what myself?? you know when i do it ain't gonna sound good then. but fine i'll close one eye like how you do things. things are just not the same. i know im no more chikaboo to you . you can tell it straight to myself . i know your friends and cousin tells you to leave. and its just a matter of time i suppose. i have flaws not as perfect as you . you're wanting to leave but idk whats holding you back. you fake smile and act like nothing is wrong but you cant fool me girl . you never can. i know you well enough to know things isn't right. when you didnt let me clear things up . we know that you are hiding something else also but yet i just kept quiet. things are not the same anymore and there's doubts that it'll be how it use to be. do you love me? you do? you don't? hmm. bet you dont know.

p/s if things like that happened in ns and you rather listen to other ppl and not me, i have nothing better to say . thanks for trusting me. great .

Sunday, August 08, 2010

Heartache kills more than a dream.

Saturday, August 07, 2010

just gonna stand there and watch me burn
but thats alright cause i like the way it hurts (;
i can't tell you what is really is I only can tell you how if feels
and right now there's a steel knife in my windpipe I can't breathe
but i still fight while i can fight as long as the feels right
it's like i'm in flight high of a love drunk from the hate
wait. where you going i'm not leaving you but are you coming back?
but when it's bad it's awful i feel so ashamed i snap. Who's that dude?
i don't even know his name
you ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe when you're with them
never do nothing to hurt her. Now we're in each other's face spewing venom and these words when we spit them.
it's the rage that took over and control both of us.
So whats the best they say? to go seperate ways.
Guess they don't know cause today is different that was yesterday.
It's a different day.
Now i know we said things. Did things that we didn't mean and we fall back into the same patterns same routine.
Our temper's the same. But when it comes to love. Baby please come back.
it wasn't you baby it was me. maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems.
Maybe thats what happens when tornado meets volcano.
All i know is i love you too much. Told you this is my fault.
I'll aim my fist at the dry wall.
I apologize i'm tired of games I just want you back.

Tuesday, August 03, 2010

agree with this? i do (: smileeee