Wednesday, May 25, 2011

hello . i know how much you blame me and hate me for everything. you try so hard to cover it up , but i still could see it right thru you. you can blame me or hate me cause i hate myself , blame myself and i am disappointed with myself even when i dont show it to you. im sorry i a disaster now. i know how much it hurts you. sigh. i can imagine it very clearly in my mind. when you read this , understand me please. i know its not easy i know so my love. i've posted something to you yesterday and it'll deliver tomorrow after class. its either in your hostel or college im not sure where it'll be dropped off. i know it wont do much , but yes i pray and hope it'll mean something to you . i love you