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i lie awake here again . bodies feeling paralysed. yes im sleepy but i dont wanna sleep. im hopelessly waiting for you to text me but i know its not gonna happen. like hello look at the bloody time its 3.57 am! giving myself false hope to put the smile on me. no goodnight text not a single word from you. what does this mean? anyone out there to answer this?? i know your having hard times i know your difficult like your gasping for air but there's hardly. please let the past go. i know its hard. i've been there i know how it feels but if you dont let go , we wont get a smooth relationship. let it go. learn from mistakes like how i did. be a better person. you know im gonna tolerate you no matter how or what right. i love you so damn much do you know that. i'm patiently waiting here for you i might not text you or call you or anything else.but i think deep inside you , you know im waiting. arguements is what im gonna avoid. i think of you all the time. even when i was out with justin then julia. i dont show it but i know it. hmm. i pray that your okay and getting stronger. i suppose your gonna say that you dont know how to face me or speak to me. after whats been in your head. but baby , you forgived me be4 and i vowed not to do it again , so i promised you. now its your turn. it was hard to accept and forgive but i had to simple enough because i love you. i really do. who's gonna love me like you do if you walk away from me? would i continue living ? or should i fml when your gone? i pray that tmr is a better day ahead. there's nothing more i can say for now .goodbye but not goodnight yet. but to michelle lee. goodnight sweetest dreams. love you loads.

Speak low if you speak love (:

no one needs to know whats going on . only you and me do.

i miss you. muahhhhh :)

im staring at the walls thinking about you. im missing you deeply alot. =\

i dont know whats wrong with myself. i know im weird. i know im quiet. i know im different. lets say im just not normal. im sitting here thinking about youu. thinking bout how im gonna do without you in my life and how i would be. i think i wont get by . aint go any days. just lonely nights . infact girl i wont be alright and feel outta place and outta time. i think im gonna lose my mind. babyy, do you dream of me at night? like how i dream of you all the time. i miss your face. i miss your kiss, i even miss the arguements thata we have from time to time. i miss you standing by my side. there isn't you god knows there isn't me. you know when im lonesome and cries when we're sad. up in the good times and down in the bad. whenever im discouraged , she just knows what to do. michelle lee honey bear =) i miss youuu

"Love is the flower of life, and blossoms unexpectedly and without law, and must be plucked where it is found, and enjoyed for the brief hour of its duration. (D. H. Lawrence)"

"I shall always be a priest of love.

all in one.

"Love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybody wants it, everybody seeks it, but few ever achieve it, those who do will cherish it, be lost in it, and among all, never... never forget it. (Curtis Judalet)"

im lazy to blog =X haha. im sleepy yawn. at work and its freaking boring. can i quit? yes no? dunno? hmm.