baby. sorry im not there for you and not by your side. its uncomfortable and uneasy seeing you so sad and cry. sigh. its totally my fault i take the blame okay? i love you. im happy the song thunder still touched your heart i love you so much. our hearttooth is still there baby. right now your upset and moodless sigh and i cant do anything but to let you be alone.i feel so duper useless and fucked up but i wont say a word its your birthday i listen to you and kiss kiss you =) muah muah. love you always. im gonna sleep now. im actually very tired cause i took medication and all already one er baby. Oh one more thing. TUBE TUBE TUBE. remember okay. no more forget forget. tak suka you know if you lebih lebih. i *jealous* OKAY! anyway have a great birthday and be happy with the present you receive kay? i love you so much! goodnight baby love.