MY BABY'S HOME IN IPOH! YAYYYY . SEEING HER TMR =d MUACKS

goodnight baby =)

baby's coming home today. i miss her so so much =\ i cant wait to hold you in my arms . hug you all over. and kiss your forehead! it has been a long tough week for us. and war's over . peace again. i miss you every minute . your being a pig now and im waiting for your text. cepat la babyku. i rindu you MICHELLE LEE! last night when you told me "that" thing. i guessed it already but i diam baby. cause cause you pretty ma sure got guys like lorh. how how? and when he "texted me" with his sarcasm and bullshits, he wrote |treat her good| and |back off| thats why i knew d. i will control my rage baby. for you i will but if he crawl over the border. i dont know la then. dont marah marah kay. teehee. i know i never will disappoint you lets make sure neither of us do that. i really really cant wait to have you back in my arms again dear. i rindu you giler okay!


i love you wifey.

baby michelle. im sorry for everything i caused. this post is all about you dear. dont ever rush into decisions. we need and have to work together in everything now. take our hands together and face every obstacles to come. we now know how much we need one another and how much we mean to each other. your my diary baby. my life story. my world. lets do everything we can to tolerate one another and understand one another more. you cannot imagine how i felt when i thought i'd leave this world last night. i fight and fight but without you here last night i can honestly say i thought its the end. i really really want to thank you so much baby. everything about us flashed back when i suffered so much last night. every memories every moments every little detailed infos about our love. as the time passed away , all the trouble that we made. it never went away it made us learn more about us and grew us stronger. i really cannot afford to lose you baby. forgive me dear. tell me everything about my mistakes. its just days till your birthday and our big big anniversary. im happy we made it this far and we'll make it thru till the rest of our lifes! promiseee? i like how i manage to suprise you everytime! hehehe. like the weekend i travel to kl to see you. so unexpected right baby? muackkss! love you like crazyyyy. i know im not well now and that time too. take care of me and yourself baby. do eat and study hard. see me thru as i recover. i love you so much baby.

Yes,your perfect im not. but i do love the fuck outta you

THIS IS HOW I AM. I WONT GIVE UP EVEN DO I KNOW YOU DO WANT TO.

Why are things getting out of control and best part cold ? A minor question can jump straight into a brawl of words? Things started evolving when you moved there . Where do I actually stand inside you? Am I still a priority? The only one? How come things seemed so different since you left? Sigh. I questioned I asked but no outcome . I still do "stalk" you and you tell people that your homesick and all , but to me? Nope you don't . Am I invisible? Am I meaningless? Well with this I got the rights to be selfish. There's more but I want you to do the thinking . Why when I speak to you gently and nicely you've to answer me fiercely and cold? What have I done to deserve all these? If I don't love you, I wont ask so much. I know its irritating but I truely deserve to know. Your words burnt my heart I admit. I never said that the relationship will be smooth . I remember telling this to you that it'll be bumpy and rocky. I said out clearly that it takes TWO TO CLAP but when I try to reach you, you pull back your palm. Why? You said I get jealous easily, then deal with it. I have the rights to be jealous cause I LOVE YOU FUCKING MUCH. Where do I stand seriously. This cannot , that cannot what else? You kept saying I didnt put myself in your shoes, tried mine yet? When you dont tell me things and just suddenly shoot them all out all in a blue? Once again, where do I stand? Why couldn't you just FORGET all the reasons why it wont work and BELIEVE THE ONLY REASON WHY IT WILL? Do you remember the days where we said that NOTHING CAN CHANGE US? Im not giving up but if you do read this, please please please do try to understand what Im trying to tell you. If Im a burden , do voice out. I'll know what to do. I just wanna fix things. Seeing you achieve happiness will make me happy. I love you so much , tell me how you want things to be.
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