I'll Walk A Thousand Miles Just to see HER

Far Far away.

2011-11-28T04:14:00.003+08:00

Baby. I seriously miss you. like the title i'll walk a thousand miles just to see your face. Even do your far far away just to see you smile again. Maybe words wont mean much but i hope these pictures do remind you this...

i miss you whole heartly.

with love, D

2011-08-09T20:51:00.002+08:00

wondering whats wrong with myself

Great weekend but terrible start of the week.

2011-06-29T15:04:00.001+08:00

baby came back last weekend. currently missing her so much with all the downs instead of ups this week. she's my lucky charm and without her, the world can turn upside down. we had a lovely weekend together and time flew too fast =\ now she's back in kl..

officially missing you more ):

i wish we had more time back here. enjoyed every tiny bit of our moments together

=) love you much!

-last night a baby left. literally a baby my mom takes care of. her name is ying ying . she's adorable. she came in when she was a lil kid . i meant few weeks old till now she's about 1year plus if im not mistaken. she's cute really cute and playful. well take care little girl. High five with you next time.

She slept on my bed when no one was home.

-today. after waking up several hours some*bitch* came by to take my dog away. my toy poodle's leaving. sigh. despite the heartache and sadness. well i hope he gets a better life there. i miss you Chikaboo even do your naughty =\ *sniffs.

i miss you

2011-06-14T22:36:00.001+08:00

i know your somewhere out there , somewhere far away i want you back.

i just want you back.

2 years and still counting

2011-05-31T00:52:00.002+08:00

I'm blogging this cause I appreciate our relationship and cherish it a lot ! More than you're gonna expect. When we started off , we were completely 2 people from a different dimension . Like i was the edge or north and she's the south . As me and her built this relationship of ours and get to adapt, we learnt so much about one another . Yes there was ups and downs major or minor you name it but we pulled through it . Until today , nobody like seriously nobody BELIEVES that me and my baby girl made it this far . But like the quotes I'll often use " expect the unexpected " and "nothing is impossible" , explains it all to everyone with doubts . Within this 2 years I've learned so much from her and yes i had several habits which is a downpour but with the help of this unique and very special person of mine , i've dealt with it :) I really often grab any chances or opportunity to just see YOU even if its just 5 mins or 30 mins. We spend so much time together every week by hook or crook we'll be with one another. You mean so much to me. your the best thing thats happened to me. like seriously. I love you so much. So dont argue with me so much alright ;) Happy 2 years Anniversary to you and me,love

I miss your smiles. *kiss kiss*

Invasion!

2011-05-30T23:55:00.000+08:00

Kylie invaded Baby's room! LOL. this is how it was on her board! HAHA. Lovely and Cute ;)

This should be after class. I think my baby can be a Model !

This one down here , is her SLEEPING MOMENTS. See her staring? Actually Dreaming XD

Till here :)

Hair Cut for Chikaboo!

2011-05-30T23:46:00.000+08:00

This is where i take Chikaboo for his HAIRCUT! 55 bucks but what to do. more expensive than me =\

this is him now on the sofa, weird looking but what to do.

When i was there, look at all these cut poodles! omg. colourful. hahaha

its a nice place and the people there are nice :)
http://superpages.com.my/listings/my149204

BABY VOLVO

2011-05-29T21:34:00.000+08:00

Took Baby V to the car wash! lazy to wash myself =P

it cost only like 8 bucks? wash and vacuum. not bad actually.

(WASHING)

(VACUUM AND INTERIOR CLEANING)

(SEE ITS SHINING)

its a good job i would say. no harm trying for those who doesnt have much time washing their car in ipoh! its located opposite the MOBIL PETROL STATION in bercham . Inside the shell station on the right side.

Chikaboo

2011-05-28T21:25:00.000+08:00

I have a new dog =) its CHIKABOO where did the name come from? hehe, search up for my GIRLFRIEND'S BLOG. Its called Chikaboo. so this should be our dog when we get married ! :P

i took him in last month. its a Toy poodle! damn sure cute and naughty too at times. here's picture of him when i took him in!

After shower =)

In my Room.

After peeing and all

this are all pictures when he came in the first time.

Will upload and blog more when he has his hair cut!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY GIRL

2011-05-27T14:56:00.000+08:00

26th May 2011. BABY'S BIRTHDAY!

She thought i was really really ill till i couldnt make it to her birthday . Well at first i really couldn't and i was so scared that i'd miss it! Gulp. I visited the doc 4 days before her birthday it was 23rd of MAY 2011. I still remember i was vomiting my stomach out so badly. like WHAT THE FUCK? ITS MY BABY'S BIRTHDAY SOON WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME! So yeah i went and got like A WHOLE BAG FILLED WITH ANTIBIOTICS? O.O

Back to Baby's birthday.

25th May 2011. i told her i posted something to her few days back . Cause i won't be able to make it for your birthday . Sigh i had to LIE =X I went to cut my hair cause she said she missed my short hair er. On this day too, Sophia, Mich's friend from HELP. Texted me like she knew i was coming up which i was really going to . hehe. so k la we pakat pakat d. Settle! ngeh ngeh. i count down with my Baby this date till she's officially 18 ! OLD. i sang my favourite song to her. Thunder by Boys like Girls. We'll I admit I felt sad that i wasn't there to count down with her all we did was skype. And it was like so real that i wont be able to make it there. emo emo. then we hung on the phone for a while till she decided to call it an early night :)

Honestly i was very excited im gonna see you the next day!

26th May 2011. I woke up at 8 something to get ready and prepare myself. i got her flowers from ipoh and brought it up to kl as a simple gift. I ordered them a day ago thou . the shop owner was so kind! He made me a special one. I liked the idea he gave and im sure YOU loved the flowers. so i left Ipoh at 9.34am right when dad called me up. So there i go. vroom vroom. i can actually reach there at like by 12pm but her class ends at 2.30pm? so my god i left early to avoid any disturbance or unwanted stops. I reached about 12.30 at sungai buloh so imagine how slow i was going! haha. i made lots of pit stops thou. to chill and relax. then about 1.30pm i left sungai buloh to HELP UNIVERSITY. I was damn damn excited! hehe. the traffic wasnt that bad thankfully. so i reached there about 2.15pm . got a chocolate cake from secret recipe which she didnt had the chance to eat it. sadly. but its okay. All that matters was IM MADE IT THERE! Sophia was waiting at the underground path/stairs to bring me in . while the rest of them distract her from going anywhere. hehe. THEY TIED A PINK ribbon onto me D= so there i was a ribbon on my jacket , flowers in my right hand and cake on my left. they sang the birthday song as i came in and TADA! She screams like she was molested. while i was trembling cause i was nervous. I was REALLY REALLY NERVOUS but in a happiest way ;) she held onto me so tightly and said this is my best birthday present ever! Im happy I made it possible from impossible. After everything she thanked her friends quickly and they rushed to class . THANK YOU TO ALL THAT HELPED ME ! Baby then went back to her apartments to change and get ready while i chilled at Chalk and Cheese about 20-25 mins. After that we head to Midvalley. Met up with Shas( i crashed his house that night) thanks so much bro! love you! Then we walked around. Wanted to catch a movie but then no correct timing so next time loh. Then we went into this pet store. so many animals. i scared baby few times with bugs ;p but it was fun. she wanted to buy Nemo a Nemo fish! haha. 10 bucks only. cheap cheap.lol. I bought a jacket from Romp later on. Yay. leather jacket finally! i bought baby a white jacket too. well partially paid for her actually. hehe. will upload pictures when i got both jackets with me. The jacket was indeed very very nice. i love it so much. After all those walking and "window shopping" baby decided to pit stop at Delifrance. we had the tea time set meal and i had a bread i forgotten its name =X the food was good. baby enjoyed so did i . I liked all the songs there. Baby said Nah your favourite songs! hehehe. indeed it was. 7pm we left Midvalley to get Baby home and dressed up. So i changed clothes too nearby her apartments. I wore the Playboy Shirt she bought , shorts and shoes. Sexy (; We went to Bangsar's Chilli to celebrate her Party! Now done with the talking pictures to ANSWER !

Baby with the girls.

Baby with the Guys.

Kylie made it. Thank you :)

Me and My hot hot baby ;)

Happy birthday Dear Love. Love you.

2011-05-26T15:11:00.000+08:00

woots! mission accomplished! wakkakaka. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!

2011-05-26T01:19:00.002+08:00

baby. sorry im not there for you and not by your side. its uncomfortable and uneasy seeing you so sad and cry. sigh. its totally my fault i take the blame okay? i love you. im happy the song thunder still touched your heart i love you so much. our hearttooth is still there baby. right now your upset and moodless sigh and i cant do anything but to let you be alone.i feel so duper useless and fucked up but i wont say a word its your birthday i listen to you and kiss kiss you =) muah muah. love you always. im gonna sleep now. im actually very tired cause i took medication and all already one er baby. Oh one more thing. TUBE TUBE TUBE. remember okay. no more forget forget. tak suka you know if you lebih lebih. i *jealous* OKAY! anyway have a great birthday and be happy with the present you receive kay? i love you so much! goodnight baby love.

2011-05-25T12:37:00.002+08:00

hello . i know how much you blame me and hate me for everything. you try so hard to cover it up , but i still could see it right thru you. you can blame me or hate me cause i hate myself , blame myself and i am disappointed with myself even when i dont show it to you. im sorry i a disaster now. i know how much it hurts you. sigh. i can imagine it very clearly in my mind. when you read this , understand me please. i know its not easy i know so my love. i've posted something to you yesterday and it'll deliver tomorrow after class. its either in your hostel or college im not sure where it'll be dropped off. i know it wont do much , but yes i pray and hope it'll mean something to you . i love you

2011-05-24T15:17:00.001+08:00

i miss you =\

2011-05-23T03:16:00.001+08:00

you ask me change my design i did! =D like it or not sayang?

2011-05-22T22:05:00.000+08:00

your there im here. 2 hours estimated. sigh

2011-05-22T21:25:00.001+08:00

your reaching soon and im missing you. 207km away from you. /=

2011-05-22T20:55:00.002+08:00

a great weekend with my baby =) too bad pictures are with her if not i can blog more. i miss her. she's on the way back to kl now with her sis. have a safe journey! abang rindu you! sorry we couldnt watch PNC. i'll make it up to you kay sygku? love you

2011-05-21T01:52:00.002+08:00

MY BABY'S HOME IN IPOH! YAYYYY . SEEING HER TMR =d MUACKS

goodnight baby =)

2011-05-20T14:56:00.002+08:00

baby's coming home today. i miss her so so much =\ i cant wait to hold you in my arms . hug you all over. and kiss your forehead! it has been a long tough week for us. and war's over . peace again. i miss you every minute . your being a pig now and im waiting for your text. cepat la babyku. i rindu you MICHELLE LEE! last night when you told me "that" thing. i guessed it already but i diam baby. cause cause you pretty ma sure got guys like lorh. how how? and when he "texted me" with his sarcasm and bullshits, he wrote |treat her good| and |back off| thats why i knew d. i will control my rage baby. for you i will but if he crawl over the border. i dont know la then. dont marah marah kay. teehee. i know i never will disappoint you lets make sure neither of us do that. i really really cant wait to have you back in my arms again dear. i rindu you giler okay!

i love you wifey.

2011-05-19T14:57:00.002+08:00

baby michelle. im sorry for everything i caused. this post is all about you dear. dont ever rush into decisions. we need and have to work together in everything now. take our hands together and face every obstacles to come. we now know how much we need one another and how much we mean to each other. your my diary baby. my life story. my world. lets do everything we can to tolerate one another and understand one another more. you cannot imagine how i felt when i thought i'd leave this world last night. i fight and fight but without you here last night i can honestly say i thought its the end. i really really want to thank you so much baby. everything about us flashed back when i suffered so much last night. every memories every moments every little detailed infos about our love. as the time passed away , all the trouble that we made. it never went away it made us learn more about us and grew us stronger. i really cannot afford to lose you baby. forgive me dear. tell me everything about my mistakes. its just days till your birthday and our big big anniversary. im happy we made it this far and we'll make it thru till the rest of our lifes! promiseee? i like how i manage to suprise you everytime! hehehe. like the weekend i travel to kl to see you. so unexpected right baby? muackkss! love you like crazyyyy. i know im not well now and that time too. take care of me and yourself baby. do eat and study hard. see me thru as i recover. i love you so much baby.

2011-05-13T03:30:00.000+08:00

Yes,your perfect im not. but i do love the fuck outta you

2011-05-13T03:28:00.000+08:00

THIS IS HOW I AM. I WONT GIVE UP EVEN DO I KNOW YOU DO WANT TO.

2011-05-13T03:26:00.000+08:00

2011-05-13T02:57:00.000+08:00

Why are things getting out of control and best part cold ? A minor question can jump straight into a brawl of words? Things started evolving when you moved there . Where do I actually stand inside you? Am I still a priority? The only one? How come things seemed so different since you left? Sigh. I questioned I asked but no outcome . I still do "stalk" you and you tell people that your homesick and all , but to me? Nope you don't . Am I invisible? Am I meaningless? Well with this I got the rights to be selfish. There's more but I want you to do the thinking . Why when I speak to you gently and nicely you've to answer me fiercely and cold? What have I done to deserve all these? If I don't love you, I wont ask so much. I know its irritating but I truely deserve to know. Your words burnt my heart I admit. I never said that the relationship will be smooth . I remember telling this to you that it'll be bumpy and rocky. I said out clearly that it takes TWO TO CLAP but when I try to reach you, you pull back your palm. Why? You said I get jealous easily, then deal with it. I have the rights to be jealous cause I LOVE YOU FUCKING MUCH. Where do I stand seriously. This cannot , that cannot what else? You kept saying I didnt put myself in your shoes, tried mine yet? When you dont tell me things and just suddenly shoot them all out all in a blue? Once again, where do I stand? Why couldn't you just FORGET all the reasons why it wont work and BELIEVE THE ONLY REASON WHY IT WILL? Do you remember the days where we said that NOTHING CAN CHANGE US? Im not giving up but if you do read this, please please please do try to understand what Im trying to tell you. If Im a burden , do voice out. I'll know what to do. I just wanna fix things. Seeing you achieve happiness will make me happy. I love you so much , tell me how you want things to be.
M O S T

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A L L

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Y O U

2011-05-12T21:39:00.000+08:00

the picture says it all =)

2011-05-12T21:37:00.000+08:00

gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.i miss you

2011-04-04T22:50:00.001+08:00

Скипе са другим људима, али не и мене. Авесоме

2011-03-16T01:43:00.001+08:00

thaw sneppah fi yeht tnow netsil? kcuf meht

BABY

2011-02-12T14:05:00.000+08:00

come back =\ i know things are not well for you and you feel alot of discomforts but im here for you now and always i love you with all my heart . let me be the one to walk you thru this unpleasant moments

2010-12-20T01:08:00.001+08:00

Sometimes we can't find words to tell our feelings, especially towards those we love the best. and we screw things up. fml

2010-11-27T03:57:00.002+08:00

after everything we've been thru. and for what happened this is the way it is isnt it. i grant your wish. there wont be me anymore after tonight. i hope your reading this right now. take care of yourself and tell my parents i love them . im sorry but yeah its have to be this way no one to blame not you not me. guess your right. i suck not good enough and all. tonight i'll make sure im as happy as ever i can be cause its gonna be the end of me. things for us i cherish and hope i rmb when im far far away. you didnt get what i mean when i said im your guardian angel but now you will. =) a stripe of 12 in here with me . temporary loses everything so yeah i duwanna face it. i cant accept the fact i admit. call me stupid call me idiotic but yeh. you should know i dont agree for the not talking till when you decided but yeah you see it in a different point of view so i cant say anything. you decided not to reply i decided to take the risk. its not the i dont need you thing which matters now. its the to prove . reading back your text for one last time to try rmb it later on. lastly goodbye

2010-10-30T02:00:00.001+08:00

is cooking n preparing for someone =)

2010-10-29T04:15:00.001+08:00

i switch my cellphone on every hour to check if there's a text . but guess its no point anymore. hmmm

2010-10-29T03:50:00.002+08:00

where are you when i need you? =\ can we talk this thru? can we fix this or get things thru? hmm.

2010-10-29T01:25:00.002+08:00

i really dont know what more can i say. i dont know what to do. im lost am i? hmm. i need isolation. after what happened and reactions showed i guess. i know what i have to do. i cant fake smile about this. i really really cant. im speaking out from my heart now. although i said things you dont like or uneasy pleasant feeling , i had to. i cant just keep it inside me. i really cant. you know thats how i am. im sorry. right now. everything is upside down. im even out of words to express what to say. i wanna be alone. like how i use to in the room all by myself in the dark! i told you what i had to tell. but what i hear isnt what i want. you win girl you win. since im that kind of person in your eyes , fine by me . i should have known all the while that is what you actually see. close one eye or both , its just hiding the fact of whats going on and what you feel. why dont you just voice out instead of pretending like everything is okay and playing cool happy go lucky. IM SORRY BUT I REALLY DO NEED TO VOICE OUT I HAVE MY RIGHT AT TIMES. i wish i have anyone or just someone to say everything will be okay or cheering me up like you do. but its ok i stand alone all the while in emo times. guess i've expected the unexpected. i wait and wait till its said dont wait anymore i wont text you. " why ? " just cause? alright understood what you trying to say. this afternoon i cared i showed i fight back i worry but i LOST. i listen i give way i respect! in return? endurance? dumping bag? i have a emotion level. guess you gave me the max this time. im sorry i bursting. words said are said. meant or not meant. its been done. im sorry.. are you? hmm. leave me alone alright. i'll stand someday. you can't really move on in the future until you let the past go , i guess you realise this right? i lost my individuality im just another face in the crowd . its not lack of love but lack of friendship that makes a relationship unhappy. love is forgiving and love is for-giving. BE STRONG.

2010-10-21T02:55:00.003+08:00

i tried so hard to keep things calm but you win as usual . i guess i should keep quiet next time. hmm.

2010-10-14T16:35:00.001+08:00

I LOVE MICHELLE LEE JIA-HUI =P

Every Little Thing You Do

2010-09-26T15:16:00.002+08:00

let me know if you hear me, if you want to be near let me know. and i'll never let you go . love , when you ask what i feel i say love when you ask how i know i say trust . and if that's not enough it's every little thing you do. that makes me feel and fall in love with you. maybe there isn't a way i can show it to you ever since i've fall for you. it's every little thing you say that makes me feel this way there's not a thing that i can point to cause its every little thing you do. let's just feel what we feel cause sometimes it's the secret that keeps it alive but if you need a reason why, its your smile your laugh your heart your thoughts your understanding your careness your love. why i can't let go let me explain to you, that every little dreams comes true with every thing you do everything you are. it's everything you do everything. i'll be loving you forever my true love deep inside my heary you'll leave me never even if you took my heart and tore it into a million pieces i would still love you forever. your my sun my light . the last thing on my mind be4 i go to sleep at night. you're always around when im in need when trouble's on my mind your the one who puts my soul to ease. there's no one in this world who can and will love me like you do. we've had our fun we've made mistakes but who'd to guessed along that road. we give and take. your so much more than i could i dreamt. i pray that you'll never leave me cause this is the world where lovers often go astray but if we love each other we wont go that way so put doubts aside do what it takes to make it right no one can tear us apart. can't believe its over that you're leaving weren't we meant to be? should've sensed the danger read the warnings right there in front of me but i was blind . i wish we could just stop let's start over couldn't we get one more try? maybe tomorrow you'll say that you're mine . you'll realize i could change i'm gonna show you i'm in it for life! i'll get you back someday maybe tomorrow. i forgot to be there i was selfish i can see that now. i've should've held you when your tears fell down. just stop . doesn't it hurt seeing me beg? tell me that you'll stay wait a minute just to hear me out. turn around now your heart can't do what it takes can't let you walk away i'll do what it takes. there's so much i wanna say now i just wanna make a life with you,don't walk away. there's so much i wanna do now.

i just wanna spend my life with you.

day 1

2010-09-26T01:31:00.005+08:00

i dont know how to start writing im stunned im empty . whats wrong baby whats wrong. whats holding you back? you know i forgived you right? i just want you backk. mistakes happens i wasnt around when it happen i was in ns. i blame myself for being there =\ its all my fault for whats going on now till you have doubts. when you walked away i knew you were leaving me. why baby why? why cant we sort things out? why cant things be the same? today wasnt a good day for me. stop pushing me away, pull be back . i feel terribly insecure as you kept pushing me away. nothing went right today. i couldnt eat couldnt sleep couldnt do anything. all i had in mind is you. right now right here. you replied me few mins ago and then you disappeared again =\ but before that you ignored me for about 5 hours. ill be patiently waiting here for you no matter how long it takes no matter how things are. we know we can fix things . its the matter we want to or not. where ever i was whatever i do, all i had in mind is you. you and you alone. thinking and thinking. i know you want space you want your freedom you want everything to be okay. im worried about you and im giving you what you want and how you want it. you want time i give you that. you rather believe in your friends and not me. its okay. i had a terrible past and yeah gossips goes on although its normal convo with a girl/guy . but the fact that your walking away from me kills me sayang . frankly i cant take it that your walking away from me. do you still love me? im dying to hear those three words from you. where is it baby where is it? your constantly here then gone. i can barely walk. im weak. weaker than you think. im still avoiding my medications. i know i have to take it as i can pass out anytime. im sorry if you get mad hearing this. today i bought crocs . the sandals reminds me of you everytime the colours the wordings . baby i miss you do come back home into my arms. i miss your sweet morning texts your voice your kisses your hugs . the way you ask for bear hug and hug me so tightly never gonna let go. i broke down few times today. im sorry im not strong enough i guess i'll never be when your not here with me. when i asked you are you gonna take care of me? you didnt reply. where are you baby. why are you missing. im gonna wait for you. but your gonna scold me for being a vamp. im awake cause i wanna get your reply i wanna be there to reply you. i seriously honestly miss you.

see the sandals? the colour is mcd. stands for you and me . teddy reminds me of you . and our starting alphabets on the other side with mine the superman S. i miss you baby come back .

ps michelle lee aka babyku i love you

2010-09-22T17:37:00.000+08:00

Love comes when manipulation stops; when you think more about the other person than about his or her reactions to you. When you dare to reveal yourself fully. When you dare to be vulnerable.

2010-09-18T20:41:00.000+08:00

love is given , hatred is acquired

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2010-09-17T03:48:00.002+08:00

i lie awake here again . bodies feeling paralysed. yes im sleepy but i dont wanna sleep. im hopelessly waiting for you to text me but i know its not gonna happen. like hello look at the bloody time its 3.57 am! giving myself false hope to put the smile on me. no goodnight text not a single word from you. what does this mean? anyone out there to answer this?? i know your having hard times i know your difficult like your gasping for air but there's hardly. please let the past go. i know its hard. i've been there i know how it feels but if you dont let go , we wont get a smooth relationship. let it go. learn from mistakes like how i did. be a better person. you know im gonna tolerate you no matter how or what right. i love you so damn much do you know that. i'm patiently waiting here for you i might not text you or call you or anything else.but i think deep inside you , you know im waiting. arguements is what im gonna avoid. i think of you all the time. even when i was out with justin then julia. i dont show it but i know it. hmm. i pray that your okay and getting stronger. i suppose your gonna say that you dont know how to face me or speak to me. after whats been in your head. but baby , you forgived me be4 and i vowed not to do it again , so i promised you. now its your turn. it was hard to accept and forgive but i had to simple enough because i love you. i really do. who's gonna love me like you do if you walk away from me? would i continue living ? or should i fml when your gone? i pray that tmr is a better day ahead. there's nothing more i can say for now .goodbye but not goodnight yet. but to michelle lee. goodnight sweetest dreams. love you loads.

2010-09-15T07:24:00.003+08:00

Speak low if you speak love (:

no one needs to know whats going on . only you and me do.

i miss you. muahhhhh :)

2010-09-12T09:27:00.000+08:00

im staring at the walls thinking about you. im missing you deeply alot. =\

2010-09-08T07:09:00.002+08:00

i dont know whats wrong with myself. i know im weird. i know im quiet. i know im different. lets say im just not normal. im sitting here thinking about youu. thinking bout how im gonna do without you in my life and how i would be. i think i wont get by . aint go any days. just lonely nights . infact girl i wont be alright and feel outta place and outta time. i think im gonna lose my mind. babyy, do you dream of me at night? like how i dream of you all the time. i miss your face. i miss your kiss, i even miss the arguements thata we have from time to time. i miss you standing by my side. there isn't you god knows there isn't me. you know when im lonesome and cries when we're sad. up in the good times and down in the bad. whenever im discouraged , she just knows what to do. michelle lee honey bear =) i miss youuu

2010-09-05T12:28:00.001+08:00

"Love is the flower of life, and blossoms unexpectedly and without law, and must be plucked where it is found, and enjoyed for the brief hour of its duration. (D. H. Lawrence)"

"I shall always be a priest of love.

2010-09-03T09:51:00.000+08:00

all in one.

2010-09-02T07:59:00.001+08:00

"Love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybody wants it, everybody seeks it, but few ever achieve it, those who do will cherish it, be lost in it, and among all, never... never forget it. (Curtis Judalet)"

im lazy to blog =X haha. im sleepy yawn. at work and its freaking boring. can i quit? yes no? dunno? hmm.

i'll wait

2010-08-24T21:34:00.001+08:00

i'm sleepy but i wanna hear from you =\ i'll wait

2010-08-23T09:24:00.002+08:00

you know what ? i freaking miss you =X
where are you ? hmm. how are you? what are you doing? idk anything. =\
you're the only one who really knew me at all. we shared laughter we shared pain and even shaded tears. there's so much i need to say to you. i miss you. baby i love you

2010-08-21T09:00:00.000+08:00

no matter how things are and how'd you treat me,you'll always be the queen of my heart now and forever. i love you

2010-08-21T06:35:00.000+08:00

imma walking zombie

biii

2010-08-20T09:21:00.001+08:00

baby i tattooed =X

Down down day yesterday.

2010-08-20T09:07:00.004+08:00

baby wasn't really okay ystdy . could feel it from the way she texts me . i hope she'll be alright sooon. i miss you. aww. you wanna watch step up 3? i'll ask my friend working in tgv whether got or not lor Xd i think i watched step up 2 already. hahahhaa. baby baby baby baby. i i i miss miss miss you you you =\

bee. am i sexy? haha

i need bigger arms =\

the one i like most =D

so near yet so far

2010-08-18T11:40:00.003+08:00

hmm. its 11.40am right now and im at work. i miss you baby girl =\
i promise that you'll never be alone . this house will always be your home and our hearts will always beat as one as long as i can breathe i swear . i promise that i will never let you down be strong for you, i'll always be around look into my eyes you'll see that we were meant to be together this love of ours was sent from up above . together i know that we could touch the sky nothing ever felt so right. there's something that you really gotta know i'm with you till the end of the road . i'll never let you go . i swear i've never felt like this before cause everyday i love you more and more . you lift me up so high, i look into your eyes i see forever . through the fire we could hold each other up . i'll be your shelter cause the storms are gonna come so don't worry anymore cause this is no ordinary love and this i promise you girl i'll be there. Michelle lee jia - hui this i promise you.

2010-08-17T09:19:00.005+08:00

baby's doing her bio exam now. hopefully she does it well and DOESN'T LEAVE ANY BLANK! =.=
lol. you better sleep when you get back home cause you've been up mostly after migrane then you know dear =\ i miss you la weyyy. its gonna be the second week. hmmph.
i bought murphy a birthday present.

GA okay. lol. baby dont kill me. his a good friend =)

and im gonna get one new one for myself when i gotta cash =p
again baby dont kill me cause you're having one of mine too. wakakkakaka
muahs =P love you kay. buy you ice cream XD

i miss you la wey. please get over your trials asap or or i'll fatt pei hei.
love you honey bear (:

moments about you (:

2010-08-15T07:39:00.006+08:00

As I sail with you across the finest oceans , onn our way to find the key to our emotions.
Together we will move the clouds to brighter days.
Some people question what I say tried to break up you and me
But I know this love between us is growing stronger
You can call me whenever from wherever
Just remember that I'll be there
Through all the stormy weather us break up?never
No we'll be together..Forever cause i believe in YOU and I.
As I close my eyes sit back while reminiscing
Of when we used to fuss and fight but end up kissing
There may be sad and painful times along the way
But in my heart you'll always be everything and more to me
For I know this love between us is growing stronger.
For you are always on my mind
Girl you know that you , you are always forever.

before NS

during christmas

sweet seventeen =)

modelling? haha. nah in penang

little poser in jj's toilet

i forgot when was this. she's sexy. damn.

the dress i bought her for her 16th birthday

trying to be emo? haha

beatiful eyes of hers =d

this is seductive XD

michelle lee, i love you

I MISS YOU

2010-08-14T07:58:00.002+08:00

i miss you like a child misses its blanket =\

baby....
i love you enough to fight for you , compromise for you , and sacrifise for you if need be.
Enough to miss you incredibly when we're apart , no matter what length of time it's for and regardless of the distance.
Enough to believe in our relationship , to stand by it through the worst times , to have faith in our strength as a couple , and to never give up on us.
Enough to spend the rest of my life with you , be there for you when you need or want me , and never ever want to leave you or live without YOU..
I LOVE YOU MUCH MICHELLE LEE. MUAH

2010-08-12T21:07:00.002+08:00

baby why do you cry and not share it with me?? today when on the phone i was actually down and thinking alot till i fell asleep. thru what i felt is that we could still have met up this week but maybe cause you wanna study for your trials thats why we didn't i understood but i was still emotionally down. why do you say life is hectic? whats wrong? what are you not telling me =\ you know im always there trying my best to make you stay strong why not try think positively darling ? (: mistakes happens easily i can also admit that i hurt you a lot too MICHELLE LEE . too many sorry?? what do you mean. see your making your own assumptions your never a failure. babyyyy , in life there's nothing easy . nothing comes packed up and simple. we will fall down hard on the ground and its courage and strength carries us back up. we have to learn from mistakes in order to grow. its like standard procedure of life. never the less sayang. i'll be there to lift back up with you. together we fall united we stand. i love you. if you say you FML then i'll FML too.

2010-08-12T07:22:00.002+08:00

work's gonna be boring for 2 days all alone cause murphy's off day today and tmr he took upl to celebrate his birthday. damnnnnnn. hate you wey.
i asked you to call and you did =) i tried to manja manja but you tak bagi =\ ish ish ish. i even tried to kidnap you! haha. see how much i miss you. you'll see me each day indirectly =P just be patient! hehe. oh darling honey bear michelle babi ku =P i love you honey.

2010-08-11T14:54:00.002+08:00

a broken heart cant be that bad when its true , its true.
fate will twist the both of us so come baby come over.
let me be the one to show you.
i'm the one who wants to be with you.
deep inside i know you feel it too.
waited on a line of green and blue
just to be the next to be with you.
build up our confidence to be the top forever.
you can make my life worthwhile
and i can make you start to smile dear michelle (:

2010-08-10T21:21:00.002+08:00

things are up and down. currently i know you fear what might happened and all. i do too. i want to reconnect with you . i miss you honey bear i miss you. you know some say love is a hunger , an endless aching need. but i say love is the flower and YOU are the only seed. you say there's so many sorry to be said. but i dont seem to see a reason that you need to do so. the way you spoke to me last night was really sad. another day without your smile. another day just passes by but nothing much changes. and now i know how much it means for you to stay right here with me. i wanna grow old with you. i wanna die lying in your arms. i wanna be looking into your eyes. i wanna be there for you. sharing everything you do. i should have know that i was wrong in everything i do. they say you never miss the water until its gone. i guess i failed to love you the way you like? im sorry for the mess i caused its all by myself, me and me alone. i really do hope you could forgive me. i'll do anything i can anything you want and how you want it to be. i love you. im sorry forgive me. i really wish i could turn back time to where we were so sweet and loving. bear hugs holding hands kisses. i miss you dear. i asked you to decide because its important for you to choose what you want. im not a good boyf. not as perfect as you are. do i deserve your love baby? i hurt you so much. you had so many guys after you which you didnt tell me. i don't know why. why didnt you choose them but still stay with me? i've answered you why i chose you over her. guess its your turn? be true to me . i wanna know the truth . dont need to pity me or all. im sure they treat you better right? im not good enough never will be good enough. sigh i punch wall i drank beer i smoked alot just to forget the pain that makes me think that your leaving me. i miss you so mucch please come back. im sorry for what i did but i know its not enough. i think myself to sleep hoping everyday that passes by it'll be a better day for you and me. i know i messed up and screwed things up but i didnt want it that way all i want was honestly between you and me. and no secrets between i know your afraid to tell me things cause i'm sensitive but if we can live with the way of being honest and nothing between im sure we can be greater than ever and you wouldnt need any of those butterflies around you to make you feel happy. when everyone's getting out of bed im normally getting in it. sigh. but your the greatest thing about me.if it's love and we decide that forever no one else could do it better but us. i love you

2010-08-09T06:34:00.003+08:00

i wonder which is better? you trusting them or me? sigh. just kill me would you. it just hurts when you rather trust other ppl. what's left since there's no more trust and believe and just doubts all over? what more can i say or do? atleast now i do know what your level of trust and believe you have in me! when i asked you to tell me about it , you wouldnt't . like wth ! i deserve to know about it. and fight for my rights.. do you want me find out about who and what myself?? you know when i do it ain't gonna sound good then. but fine i'll close one eye like how you do things. things are just not the same. i know im no more chikaboo to you . you can tell it straight to myself . i know your friends and cousin tells you to leave. and its just a matter of time i suppose. i have flaws not as perfect as you . you're wanting to leave but idk whats holding you back. you fake smile and act like nothing is wrong but you cant fool me girl . you never can. i know you well enough to know things isn't right. when you didnt let me clear things up . we know that you are hiding something else also but yet i just kept quiet. things are not the same anymore and there's doubts that it'll be how it use to be. do you love me? you do? you don't? hmm. bet you dont know.

p/s if things like that happened in ns and you rather listen to other ppl and not me, i have nothing better to say . thanks for trusting me. great .

2010-08-08T07:00:00.000+08:00

Heartache kills more than a dream.

2010-08-07T01:18:00.002+08:00

just gonna stand there and watch me burn

but thats alright cause i like the way it hurts (;

i can't tell you what is really is I only can tell you how if feels

and right now there's a steel knife in my windpipe I can't breathe

but i still fight while i can fight as long as the feels right

it's like i'm in flight high of a love drunk from the hate

wait. where you going i'm not leaving you but are you coming back?

but when it's bad it's awful i feel so ashamed i snap. Who's that dude?

i don't even know his name

you ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe when you're with them

never do nothing to hurt her. Now we're in each other's face spewing venom and these words when we spit them.

it's the rage that took over and control both of us.

So whats the best they say? to go seperate ways.

Guess they don't know cause today is different that was yesterday.

It's a different day.

Now i know we said things. Did things that we didn't mean and we fall back into the same patterns same routine.

Our temper's the same. But when it comes to love. Baby please come back.

it wasn't you baby it was me. maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems.

Maybe thats what happens when tornado meets volcano.

All i know is i love you too much. Told you this is my fault.

I'll aim my fist at the dry wall.

I apologize i'm tired of games I just want you back.

2010-08-03T14:24:00.001+08:00

agree with this? i do (: smileeee

2010-07-24T08:58:00.002+08:00

wolverine attack?? hmm. ouch? =\

been having hard time falling asleep recently.

With Every Hug & Kiss, You're Snatching Every Bit of Strength, That I'm Gonna Need To Find Off The Inevitable.

2010-07-23T08:39:00.001+08:00

A true friend is someone who sees the pain in your eyes while everyone else believes the fake smile..

2010-07-22T10:43:00.002+08:00

Laugh your heart out .
Dance in the rain.
Cherish the memories.
Ignore the pain.
Love and learn.
Forget and forgive.
Because YOU only have one life to live ♥

2010-07-22T01:37:00.002+08:00

now i see you then i dont.

driving away till there's no more sign of you.

should i say i miss you?

but deep down you know i do (:

2010-07-21T06:40:00.002+08:00

Everyone can see who i appear to be , but only a few knows the real me , you can only see what i choose to show, there's just too much behind this smile people just don't know ♥

2010-07-20T12:56:00.001+08:00

breakfast?
lunch?
dinner?
supper?
neither. hmm =\

2010-07-20T05:12:00.002+08:00

went out supper
ps i miss you

2010-07-19T07:09:00.002+08:00

missing you in the worst part ever =\ i wonder when i can see you again .hmm, cause when im kissing YOU my senses comes alive . the puzzle piece i've been tryin to find. you're all that it takes to make me doubts fade away.. i miss youuuuuuu.
don't wait for the perfect moment , take the moment and make it perfect (:

2010-07-14T07:00:00.002+08:00

just suddenly had the urged to blog. its been awhile since i did so . so yeah. im so sleepy and im currently at work =\ i feel like a zombie. even worst when im a vampire . damn damn sanfu =\ and im bored plus hungry. hmm. life life life. life isnt turning out the way it is . obstacles are all the way as the future comes.
expect the unexpected. fall down. gather your strength and stand back right up ;)
p/s i miss you baby girl .

hm.

2010-03-15T15:28:00.002+08:00

you dont curse infront of me? is that a joke or what. what she texted me? all she said was you said im ignoring you and it gik you. thats all she said. sadly but yeah i didnt see your text. i was too impatient i chucked it on the bed and left my room. yeah friends i suppose huh. say as you wish do as you like. what am i hiding from you??? tell me what am i hiding from you. so hard to say things out to me? what are you actually trying to tell me. be frank ! oh now im treated as a close friend. excellent. not the right time till i find out its something bad then what happens you tell me. yeah describe it the way you like childish then shall be it. ignore then. simply judge or not you know whats going on and i dont . yeah i broke my promise i know . like how you broke promises with me if you notice...

i dont know whats going on

2010-03-15T01:18:00.003+08:00

i see your blog but i dont know whats going on. there's like so many things going on in your life which i dont know. your hiding stuffs from me aye . everytime i read your blog its like what she's talking about how come i don't get to figure it out. i see all the posts and i still cant figure out . you promised me not to curse anymore but look even more and more is coming out. i dont know what else i can say. dont use the word yang on me cause its not for me and you know what i mean. im not ignoring you or anything if you think so . your cousin told me your asleep i think as she replied one text with your phone. hmmm . fine i told myself and waited. but then after few hours till dinner time still no reply . great i've chucked my phone at home and im out now. there's no point taking my bloody phone out when there's no use. hmm. i dont know why are you not telling me stuffs and all. yeah i just saw your latest post. i know your gonna be moody for today .and sorry i cant be there for you cause i feel lost reading your post like im not part of your life anymore or something like that. yeah you can call me a MOTHER FUCKER OR IDIOTIC SHIT OR LAME SHIT OR CHILDISH i got my reasons too. im not revenging or anything. you got many ppl to cheer you up or so. me not around doesnt even matter since you can CURSE about me so bloody much. you kept saying FML FML FML you might see i dont give shit . BUT i dont know why your saying so . thats why i rather keep quiet and not ask. cause you've not been telling me anything or updating me willingly. if im suppose to beg and annoy you by asking. thats not how we were suppose to be in this relationship! remember i said no secrets between us??? seems like there is now YANG. maybe its not you supposing to say FML maybe its meant to be mine to say. FUCK MY LIFE! lost in this relationship is just.. WOW excellent!?! HA HA HA. damn it .

2009-10-08T00:14:00.002+08:00

i coudlnt sleep , i thought of nothing else , i needed help
everyone was telling me that you've been moving on with someone else
but what we had was so special
i know i've hurt you and you are hurt me still

2009-10-07T23:53:00.003+08:00

there's the light in the dark
where the sky splits apart
where the stars finds its way
all i thought is you shining out brightly
to shine in all the spaces in between
and its finally coming down to just you and me
tell me who've you been hiding??
i want to know
tell me what am i feeling?
well well, its hard to explain
you hesitate
who's to say that we'll be okayy.
i just want to see both to smilee
your walking out and i dont know if this can ever be the samee

2009-10-05T21:06:00.001+08:00

you got him what nowww......

endless misery

2009-10-03T21:14:00.004+08:00

you used to talk to me like i was the only one around..
you used to lean on me like the only other choice was fallin down..
you used to walk with me like we had no where needed to go..
we used to have this under control we never thought we used to know..
i used to reached for you and got lost along the way..
i used to listen you always had the just right thing to say..
this time i wonder what it feels like
cause nobody wants to ever be the last one there..
and feel like someone cares..
someone to love with my life in their hands..
everyone wants to know their not alone.
tonight.. out in the streets , out in the moonlight
it's like a deja vu..
i'll be holding my own breath.. could this be the end??
off in the night while you live it up , im about to sleep..
baby your all that i ever wanted
when your lying here
once in your life you'll find someone there
who drives your world crazy
bring you up when your down
nothing could change what you meant
there was a lot i can say but now.. there's nothing left..
im hearing what you say but there's nothing i can say..
telling me that you needed me, then cutting me down..
but wait..
you tell me that you're sorry..
don't ever tell me your sorry when you're not..

2009-10-01T13:55:00.001+08:00

life's a bitch. the end

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2009-09-30T14:29:00.002+08:00

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2009-09-17T18:25:00.001+08:00

This is the clock upon the wall
This is the story of us all
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Hung upon your wall for the world to see
Remind us all of what we used to be
There is a drug that cures it all
Just waiting for the call
I'm high up and dry
Confess to me, every secret moment
Every stolen promise you believed
Confess to me, all that lies between us
All that lies between you and me
There is a title we can't win no matter
How hard we might swing

2009-08-26T16:28:00.001+08:00

im boreddd =\\\\\\
its raining bike broke down. sighh. faint**
kill me. 6 days to trials =\ how la how.
i watched 17 again 2 days ago. it was fantastic . nice show. you ppl should watch it too =D
*2 thumbs up*

2009-08-18T09:44:00.003+08:00

was browsing thru facebook and chatting with bella . i was bored so i looked at her pictures. i found one eye catching picture in my point of view. maybe i should share with everyone and then you ppl can give your opinion too =)

there this is bellaaaa. lol

and bellaaaa. if you see this be happy i was going thru your profile. haha. great picture =)
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oh btw. skipped school today . weee. school these days have been pretty sucky , nothing much to do , wasting time no teachers .
but now im boredddd. real bored. still prefer being at home than school lor. haha =P
dumbo i miss you. LOL

HELP ME CHOOSE!!!

2009-07-07T21:09:00.007+08:00

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Yamaha TZM year-97

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NSR-RR year-99

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Yamaha TZM 150 year-97

Kawasaki KRZ 150 year-94

tzm convert aprilia-96

honda NSR-RR 150. year-96

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2009-06-29T11:33:00.003+08:00

i realize i've been prettyy lazyyy to blog. HAHA =P
but anyways.
i went out yesterdayyyyy.was with hmm. deva for awhile, julia , justin and agnes.
we wanted to watch transformers end up watching wolfbound. its a crap show. totallyy crapp. PPL DONT WATCH WOLFBOUND! not even a peek.
we reached bought tickets and went snooker =D my favourite. wakakakaka
nothing much to say thou. just hmm.
pictures.

WHAT CAN I SAY LOL. arent they one of a kind ?LOL =P

well.. i was bored =D

what i wore yest.

got home at 6 smtg. rot rot rot.
mum cooked spaghetti and yeah oh skipped school today =P too lazy la. was suppose to go at 8.30 ended up not going and watched superhero. freaking funny.

thats all.
p/s i.m.y.

2009-05-28T04:48:00.001+08:00

MU LOST WTTFFFFFFF.

2009-05-08T23:26:00.001+08:00

she's onlinee....
im onlineee. so what now. doesnt change anything.
F-U-C-K

2009-03-20T16:36:00.003+08:00

a text from her asking. said whats with the blog, the recent post and who's it about. so i told everything. she ask what changed? i couldnt give an answer cause only she has the answer to that.now im waiting for her reply from the last text i send only " you can tell me what happened that made you change " . her reply : i don't think i've changed. mine was maybe not entirely but partly. her's like how la. mine =\ when i find out what's the reason which made you change, i'll tell you,alright? and if you figured the answer, do tell me too. i need to know.
such emotional days in the past,now,tomorrow?
i know when there's differences between us.i just dont know what. hmm.
that distant look is in your eyes.
i thought with time you'd realize.. but its over , its over over
it's not the way i choose it to be
and something somewhere's destroyed us
as this friendship gets colder and colder .sighh
=\
have you ever been in love?have you ever felt how far a heart can fall?
have you ever stayed up waiting for a phone call?
just to hear her say hello,just to hear we missed each other so.
have there been times we laughed,and times i really wanna cry
and when im times of doubt..have you ever tried working it out with me?
but still she leaves me here wondering what it's all about.

hmm. lifeee

2009-03-17T03:31:00.002+08:00

someday im gonna run across your mind but dont worrry i'll be fineee.cause something's changed. you've been acting so strange.but its safe to say that i'm ready to let you leavee.i dont know what went throught my mind.but now i can see. i know im gonna see you again .but promise that you'll never forget me.i could be anywhere on earth anywhere to be.take your records take your freedom.all this time i was wasting hoping you would come around.its takes me this long but finally i've figured you out.you've got your share of secrets and i've been the last to know.you use to shine so brightly but now i'm watching it slowly fade away.
lastly. goodbye.so longgg.

2009-01-02T02:49:00.002+08:00

2009 .. spm. damn. die =\
oh " thank you " for such a wonder way of cutting off d.a.g enjoy .
hm.

2008-12-21T23:31:00.003+08:00

today was out with kris awhile then liyuan,amelia,peiyee,apple and tsusan then they left then danielle came =)
we walk around then go coffee bean.
pictures =D

on the phone with her bf. lol

looking at her bf.lol

smile at not me . but i took a picture.

texting her bf

scolding me cause i talking about her bf.LOL

p/s dont scold me kay =)
the pictures are nice. WHAT I WRITE BELOW THE PICTURE ARE NOT TRUE. JUST ADDITIONAL =D

2008-12-21T23:10:00.005+08:00

we were watching stay alive , on friday . lol LIYUAN WAS SO SCARED. HAHAHAHa

before the scary part. then look below.

then she was scared.

even more scared.LOL

first the hair

then the hand! lol.

now the cup.

then closer

now even closer! LOL

2008-12-20T23:32:00.004+08:00

me =\ carrying their heavy handbags.

LIYUAN BEING RETARDED =P

2008-12-20T17:11:00.006+08:00

then again tuesday i went to look for liyuan again. i was bored. she was busy with apple singing in kbox jj. not bad singers. cehh. after that peiyee and amelia came . they decide to go to the fun park so we went. i was like a maid.LOL carrying their handbags as they ride and all. i ride discovery with liyuan she was crying .imagine that 0.0 she grabed my thumb and start piercing her finger nails on it. lol. pictures again.
first kbox.

then we walk over to fun park. lol

lastly . black canyon

then we went back =D .lol

2008-12-20T16:44:00.003+08:00

i've been out lately.. more to with liyuan,peiyee,amelia and apple. i bump into liyuan last sunday she was with peiyee and peiyee's cousin.LOL. naughty fella i tell you power ranger freak. haha but cute la. his funny.then came along amelia and apple,i was with jonan so we joined them.pictures from black canyon

there. pictures.

2008-12-06T12:51:00.006+08:00

promise me you'll always remember , you're braver than you believe, and stronger than you seem , and smarter than you think because there is no classes in life for beginners, right away you are always asked to deal with what is most difficult .
anyways.
have been out often with jonan , danielle , emily and a few more.

the pictures . most of them.
emily almost cried. hahahha. i forced her into the trolley! you should see her baby face. LMAO! the next day jonan was desperate to go out with GIRLS . so i had danielle to bring along her friends more like her cousin's friends. we end up at olivenz of how they spell it for basically the whole evening till 9. playing cards and all, JONAN CHEATING! haha
after that we went to pick sueli up to go to night market. she ditch us for we know who. #$%^!
the following day. danielle wanted to go out but she's grounded! hahaha. then kris ask me out and bring jonan along. then i ask jonan go ahead cause i thought of going futsal , then danielle said she's coming out and say meet at jj. i was so screwed. jam jam jam. then jonan begged me go jj laaa. so i also said okay la fine. then KRIS TEXT SAYING IM ALONE ! jonan was in total panic la his fishy ma. so he rush all the way worrying about her. and finds out SHE WAS WITH JO ALL THE TIME AND BASICALLY he dint wanna talk to her no more. so he went god knows where with danielle leaving me behind with kris and jo. it was boring cause they dont talk much. kris was okay . jo was blaaa. then danielle looked for me with vtjen . ANd jonan was with suyen . suyen's gone thinner and cuter. haha =P then vtjen called her AHEM *ALVIN* LOL LOL . he came just for her. cehhwahhhhhhh! danielle then skipped tuition wo bad right. so me jonan and her end up thinking where to go . it's getting dark and yeh thanks to fishy he left his glasses at home. wth. so we went back to get it. my house to his. up down we searched. nope no where. at last it was on his bed when he rushed home to dump his dirty clothes. after that we went ebox. hhaaaaaaaa. yeah im broke totally =\ sad. dan went back at 10 . we stayed and became rockstars till 1. haha. after that me and jonan went back to water his plants i went to watch prison break ep10 :D we had chicken chop rice for dinner. haha. jonan and dan then kept texting ada chemistry yop! :P went back at 3 slept at 4 woke up at 8 go to work. i got prank at work. judith told me its was first 30 bucks perday and THE REAL PAY WAS 13 perday i was like what the hack?????! im outta here dude. went back then went out to parade sold me old books to get some cash =\ still broke la. f-u-c-k. then went out again. with jonan. and 2 more friends. went round to pick those bum up. lol. stupid emily la. house at one hutan area so hard to find. hHAHAHA.
then i warned dan not to fag well she did. and i said fag and i wont talk to you again . she challenge me right. so dint talk to her already. too bad =P so they fag at the rooftop i went around jj. bump into school mates. chitchat and end up in mph. reading mags.LOL. jonan kept calling and textin asking where you laa. i malas to reply lor. hehe. so i said enjoy with them i'll come later =P instead they came looking for me. and emily gave me the fuck look.
haha. funny. i went to the washroom and came back jonan said dan emo went up fag again ask me go look for her cause got 5 malay guys up there after rape her and shit. i was like yeah you go. lol. he went and emily stayed with me. she ask me to go also, their so annoying so i made a deal with her. she went to look for that BLUE SHIRT GUY SHE SAID WAS CUTE.hahha. i was suppose to act like her bf and say my gf's interested in you she wants to know you.LOL. but in the end daven came in the picture asking for emily . wth right. EMILY YOU PENGECUT!!!!!! =P so after that i told emily lets go look for jonan and her la. see see their at the bench talk talk talk so i biar the love bugs right =P takkan wanna disturb all. ngehh ngehhh. so i was with daven , chein and emily joking around and all. then dan dissapear . and daven went to watch twilight for the second time. gila babi. =P so left me jonan and emily they went karaoke i went to look for some futsal peeps. but it rain so cancel and they crashed jj i chill with them awhile then went to look for emily and jonan in kbox singing. haaha. im lazy to blog already.

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